Friday, September 26, 2008
I am contesting for US presidency 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
My papercraft hobby
During my teen, when I have money, I would spend it on buying model kit. Robots, Space shuttle, Battleships, Jet planes and Sail boat, I used to play with those model kits once in my teens. But none of them survive until now. Most of them were distroy while in the making, and some destroyed after completed. It never became a hobby of mine, and I never did actually appreciate the fun making such models. It was just for fun, for that short while.
At one point of time, I was trying to play with electronic component, builiding my own alarm system, disassemble my radio contorl car to fit into other gadget so that I can control it, at that point of time, I could have become an inventor, or even Electronic engineer. But I didn't.
There were too much of "I could have", and too much of "I shoul have"..... The reason was, I was impatient. I wasn't even sure of what my intention was then, except plain naive.
Until recently, instead of playing with expensive model kits, I found another alternative that is equally challenging and enjoyable. It is the papercraft, or some people call it paper model. Only this time, I have more patient.:P
Papercraft template can be downloaded from the internet for free, well, some of them are free. And unlike plastic model kit, for papercraft, you need to have a good knife and scissor, white glue (not too watery type) and good color printer. And the fun starts even when searching for a nice template. You can find so many interesting template online. Like me, I have downloaded so many templates, and they are all in "my documents" waiting for me to transform them from few pieces of paper to a real model. Believe me, it is a lot of fun.
I have been working on some papercraf model since 2006. But it is until now that I dare to try some higher difficulty model. I am still very new in this area, but I hope this will become my hobby and hopefully one day I will be able to design my own papercraft.
Here are some of my recent accomplishments. :)
Did I mentioned that the Lens head got moving parts too??
Monday, August 04, 2008
What do you want?
Now, when you have thought about what you really want, what are you going to do about it?
Will you work hard for it? Will you achieve it? Or, it is just another dream of yours? Another accumulated unfulfilled, neglected or even forgotten dreams.
The question is, if you really want it, why not have it (legally and ethically that is)? Why? Or perhaps too many negative comments from other people or too little support from others, especially those close to you?
I am too familiar with those experience. When you try so hard to achieve something you want, some people always (they never failed) to discourage you. They will tell you words, and words that hurt you deep inside. Refuse to befriend you, insult you, sabotage you, laugh at you, criticize you, until, you give up or failed. And then they hug you and say... "I told you so...".
People do it, as if they do not want you to be successful in what you wanted. They call it "Caring" and "Love". But, "Caring" and "Love" suppose to be synonym for "Support" and "Let go". If your love one wanted to do something they like, something they dream off, you let them go and do it, and along the way, you support them. Isn't this the way to go? Instead, people often do the other way round, and call it "Love". They only "Love" you, when you do what they want you to do. A "Love" that comes with a price tag attached......
Some might argue that, they know that you will get hurt, and thats why they stop you, they discourage you even before everything began. And so you do not have to waste too much energy and time into it.
But, they forgotten one thing... They are not god. They are not the all knowing, almighty! How can they possibly know if this is not the way for you? Or know that you will not succeed?
Perhaps they are the one who failed to climb over the brick wall of dream. And they are thinking, if they cannot climb over, no one else can. Ignorance fool.
Be wise, listen to those who had climbed over the brick wall. Listen to those who had been successful. Learn from them. Thats the way to go.
Here I attached a special video specially make for all of us who bravely pursuing our dreams!
Learn from the frog.....
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Cultural Revolution.
What is attitude anyway? have you ever really thought about it, why is it an ethnic group has the same attitude (almost) and this attitude can be so different from another ethnic group? -- In another word... "culture-shock"
In my humble opinion. It is all about culture.
I read a book by "Bo Yang" titled "The Ugly Chinese" -- 丑陋的中国人,柏杨 -- The book talks about how the 5000 years cultural history of China influence each and every dynasty in the history of China, and how it is still badly influencing and nurturing the new generation of Chinese. Now I am not going to talk about what the book says, but I wish to share my point of view on how culture and ethic believes and practices can shape the ethnic based attitude and eventually shaping the entire social-culture. And also acknowledging my friend's point of view.
Lets first define what is culture.
Culture -- All the knowledge and skills shared by a society.
Now, lets explore what this knowledge and skills are about. They are not your type of computer skills, or interview skills or flirting skills, nor they are your type of knowledge in Algebra or physics and economics. These are very localized knowledge and skills, which very much depends on the influence of geographical location and time specific. These are the knowledge and skills to survive in the area at a particular time. Why time? Because, there are too many entities that changes at different different time. So time (volcano eruption, earthquake, plague) too, influence a culture.
Something you do now, might be correct for now, at this moment. But it may not be entirely true in next 5 years or even 5 minutes; Something you learn now, might be correct for now, at this moment. But it may not be entirely right in the next 5 years or even 5 minutes. Like I say, there are too many things or entities that influence our way of doing things, and learning things.
Nothing is certain; nothing is permanent. What ever we learn now, is only good for now. Unless we keep on updating and learning new things, we will be left behind. And forgotten.
Then, why are we keep on fostering and protecting our "Culture"? Our culture is just a primitive skills and knowledge that kept our ancestor survive those harsh day. Culture does not fit out new modern scientific world.
If we keep on practicing what our ancestor do in history, what will become of us. Culture is a 2 ways knife, if not use carefully we may cut ourselves. There are some element in culture that are bad, like spitting. Look at China, people spitting everywhere. This is a fine example of culture translate into attitude of a person. Why? Because culture permit him to do so, and it becomes a habit, and habit shape his attitude. And you know what, attitude define a person. ----- people shape the society; the country. End of story.
There are, of course, good elements in culture. Those are the elements that we want to keep. Like courtesy, polite, patient... and etc.
Culture is a collection of habits and attitudes, rooted deep inside everyone's sub-conscious . To eradicate bad element from culture, is like getting rid of bad habit and and attitude from a person. There are equally hard and persistent.
Sometimes, I thinks that the cultural revolution started by Mao in China, was a good thing to China. Think about it, cleaning up all the bad elements in Chinese culture in 1 shot. But of course, the revolution went too wild and out of control. But how nice if it were to succeed. Only if.
Lastly, I define culture as ---
"a good way to call a collections of habits and attitude that the masses approved and refuse to change"
Suzhou Industrial Park, my first impression -- almost like, I am in Singapore...
Monday, July 14, 2008
Its Summer!!
It has been very warm here, since summer started. Once, it reaches 38 degrees C. This is way hotter than in Malaysia. And there has been some prediction that the mercury will soar up to 40 degrees C this year. All because we had the biggest snow fall back in Jan 208, mother nature needs to bring up a few degrees C to balance back the climate. Well, I don't know if this is true, but I do hope that it is not. The weather is increasingly becoming unbearable warm, even to a Malaysian.
But the warm weather has awaken the others. It has awaken those that has sleep through the winter and the spring, and it is now time to reactivated and reproduce. Yes, unfortunately, summer is the time where insects, bugs, those small little critters comes to roam the earth. Just like the movie, "The day of the living dead" but it is the "day of the critters" instead.
A lot of movies, and MTVs that depict summer will have the familiar sound made by the cicada. And I have always thought that it was purposely amplified to portray the hot summer. Until recently, I finally heard the sound, the loud sound made by the cicada. Back in Malaysia, you do not hear such sound in the city or at home. You only hear this kind of sound in a park or jungle. But here, it is so difference, I am in a industrial park, and I am still hearing this, and amazingly very very very loud.
This remind me of my last trip to the States, I was also in some sort of industrial area, and there were rabbits or hare in the field. Simply amazed me. But thats that, not related to today's story. :P
Little research from the Internet, can yield lots of information about a cicada. Most, actually all of the cicada species needs to spend year after year underground sipping nutrient from root of a tree to mature. A species of cicada from the states needs to go through 17 years of maturity underground, before it can become a cicada. And with all that years spend, they will only live for a week; reproduce and die. Maybe that is why they sing so loud, singing the best part of their life with their sweetest sound for that short period of time, and then died without regret.
I guess, living in a 4 seasons, living things value life much more. Maybe they know that warm weather is short, so they really grap those short time to do what ever they need. Looking back at human being, human being are famous of wasting their time and their life. And only to regrets when all is too late.
Maybe sometimes, we should learn from this insect instead, the purpose of life.
I did my best, and I have no regrets
--William Hung, American Idols
Friday, July 11, 2008
Before and after -- CEO Suzhou
Now this was in Oct 2007, basically nothing. Except the ceiling, air cons and one big open spaces. If you think renovating and decorating your house is a lot of work, wait till you need to renovate and decorate an office space. There are much to consider, starting from computer network and power cable, seatings, partitions, color to how to utilize the space and much more. Mind you, a single square foot not use, is a single square foot wasted. And a single square foot are charged into the rental and property management fees every month. Definitely not a trivia decision making.
And this is the results after many many emails flying all over, non-stop phone calls and repeating cycle of pushing and monitoring and pushing and monitoring of the work and after $$$ paid. Mind you all these are done in less than 1 month. From cement flooring, to cabling to carpeting, partitioning and arrival of the furnitures and equipments. Phew!! Believe me, it is as stressful and tiring as you can imagine.
Finally, I have office to work in. Job well done!
Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb.
--Sir Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)
Thursday, July 10, 2008
7 months in China
7 months ago, my office block has only 2 offices. 7 months later, now, there are still only 2 offices. CSSD SIP Science Hub is located at the border of SIP, Suzhou Industrial Park, and Suzhou Wei Ting Town. Basically this place is in the middle of nowhere, nothing within the radious of 5KM. And this will be my office for many months to come..... I just hope that more facilities and services will be build around the SIP Science Hub, my office.
7 months ago, white winter is something that I have always dreamed of. When I know that I will be station in Suzhou, I was so excited that I finally have the chance to work in a four seasons country. And finally I can have my white winter. But, life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you gonna get, Suzhou hardly gets any snow fall big enough to accumulate on the ground. So, there goes my white winter. Thats what I been told.
Yet, thanks to global warming and climate changes, it snow heavily in Suzhou this year. To be exact, it was the biggest snow fall in 20 years. My prayer was answered, lound and clear. Ha ha!!!
It was a disaster in Suzhou. As Suzhou has not expecting such a heavy snow fall, the city was ill prepare. Suzhou city was in chaos. But, I was having fun; I was enjoying my first snow; while the rest of the people were suffering. It was fun and torture mixed together. And I finally understand, snow is only romantic in the movies.
7 months ago, life was just waking up and goes to work. 7 months later, life is still waking up and goes to work, but this time round, life is added with a twist of lemon zest. It is sweet, and yet bitter; full with fragrance and not so plain.
c'est la vie, mon ami.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
From China with Love
Anyway, some update from my side, since my MIA from 27th April 2007, as blogger.com as recorded. Well, Soon after my "official wedding" and honeymoon in Bali, Indonesia, I have moved out from my parents' place. First time in my life, I actually feel independent. And to me, it is a good thing. It gave me more room to expand my self, a new horizon to life.
I moved out from parents to the company house, as one of the first batch to accept this new benefits from the company, also as lead the initiative. I was basically incharged of renting, monitoring, purchasing and all pertaining to the company rented houses. The company rented 4 houses. I tell you, it is no fun dealing with real-estate agents.
I stayed in the company house for few months. And, the company send me to Suzhou, China, to run the Suzhou office. It was a big decision, the turning poit in my life. I am lucky and thankful that my wife supported my decision. Anyway, it is a chance of a life time to escape from Malaysia, and see the world. So here I am, ended up in Suzhou, China.
For the first time, I wasted half of my passport in just 2 months, and I always complained that my passport looks empty. :P Anyway, I do realized now that frequent flying is not as fun as I thought to be. But, I have accepted it as the price I have to pay, and I am happy with it.
I am in peace; I see more clearly; I know where I am headin; I know what I am doing; I know who I am.
I will be updating my blogs more frequent now, as I have finally found time for myself.
"Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets."
-- Arthur Miller
Friday, April 27, 2007
Are you a nerd??
Should I be glad that I am nerdier than I thought, or should I be sad to be such a nerd? To be or not to be, that is the question.
What is the difference anyway? Nerd or not, we are all still human being. Mortal being.
We Are The World Lyrics
» Michael Jackson
There comes a time when we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
and its time to lend a hand to life
There greatest gift of all
We cant go on pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of Gods great big family
And the truth, you know,
Love is all we need
Chorus:
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice we're making
We're saving out own lives
its true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
Send them your heart so they'll know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stones to brend
So we all must lend a helping hand
Chorus:
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice we're making
We're saving out own lives
its true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
When you're down and out, there seems no hope at all
But if you just believe theres no way we can fall
Let us realize that a change can only come
When we stand together as one
Chorus:
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice we're making
We're saving out own lives
its true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
MyWeddingPhotos.class
Hi hi!! I've uploaded my wedding photos to the picasa web album (http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/ekoay.jedi/MyWeddingPhotos). Do drop by and have a look... Just look ok, and don't do anything.. hehe :)
Thursday, January 11, 2007
New Blog For me
I know, I know, I have been neglegting this blog for too long... But, believe me, I will be back! haha
So I have 3 Blogs now...
The Day Of The Jackal (this one)
Phantasm of the passed memories
and the latest
Just A Thought
This blog is more about self awareness, improvements and motivation sort of things.. Something I learn from courses and some from what I observed going through my routined life. Nothing heavy, it is just a thought.
Enjoy!
Ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
~ Bible, John 8:32
Monday, August 14, 2006
I am SEXY!!

Are you sexy ??
Where have I been for the past 2 months?? ya ya.. busy.... Will update soon!! :D
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
The Last Weekends In The Land of The Free and Home of The Brave.
Saturday itinary:
Irvine -(2 buses)- Laguna Beach -(2 buses + about 2 hours walk) - Fountain valley - (1 bus) - Costa Mesa - (1 bus + almost lost looking for correct bus stop) - Irvine
Sunday itinary:
Palm Spring (1 and half hours drive) - Dinner at Spectrum
Pictures speak louder than words..
~Sartuday, morning, Laguna Beach

Laguna Main Beach

Notice the foggy beach? This only happen when season changes from spring to summer

The Pacific Ocean, big ocean

What is he trying to do? burrying himself?

Now thats the real "Bay Watch"
~Noon until evening, Fountain Valley, Fry's Electronic
Sorry no picture.
Took 2 buses and walked for 2 hours under the hot sun with temperature up to 90+ degrees Fahrenheit (record high in California) to reached Fry's. But the worst part was running here and there finding the correct bus stop to change bus. And you know what, the last bus service on a saturday is at 5:45pm.

Sun burned arm
And this is the result.... Dehydrated and burned..
~Evening, Irvine Spectrum
This is the nearest shopping center to my hotel. Been there so many times, but this is the first time I took some pictures.

Spectrum
~Sunday, Palm Spring, somewhere in the desert
This place is even worst, 114 degrees fahrenheit (It is hot, very very hot. Believe me). That is about 46 degrees celcius.

Palm Spring

East Wing Entrance

West Wing

Beautiful Scenery

A new friend. Allan's church friend from Hong Kong

The mountain from afar
~On the way back to Irvine

Giant Sun

Huh, Toll Plaza? Am I back in Malaysia?

Our Driver, Allan

The road is long.... With many a winding turn... that...

Sunset over the desert
Will be leaving the States on the 10th June, early morning flight. So I will only be updating my blog on my 5th and last week in States in Malaysia.
P.s Kai Tze remember to collect your diecast from me. The delivery fees is RM2000. Apa then? Flight ticket no need to charge you ah? :P

Bye bye, USA!
Saturday, May 27, 2006
3rd Week in Irvine California, USA and having fun
This time round, well, thou I have had fun, it was just like last time, too many things to see and try but too little time. Actually, this time, I actually see less thing. Mostly because we started the day late, and we had to leave early. Well, it was sunday, and all of us need to work the next day.
Only now I truly realised the power of currency rate, and I truly understand how difficult it was then during my last trip. My father must have spend alot then. I feel so guilty. I was so naive then..
Some of the experience:
1. Get soaking wet watching the water world live show.
2. Queue up 35 min for a 2 min "The Mummy Return" ride.
3. Experience earthquake, King Kong attack, Mummy's curse all in one day.
4. Get to see the most famous time machine in the world, the DeLorean.
5. Met spiderman running arround, Van Helsing, Dr. Brown, Spongebob and many more.
6. Have fun seeing all those familiar sight from the movie.
7. Feel the chilling cold wind that will dry your soaking wet clothes from the water world show.
Right... here you are, some of the fantastic pictures I took..

Steve & I @ Universal Studios, Hollywood

The main street in the park

Dr. Brown & I (Back To The Future)

My dream car.. The time machine (Back To The Future)

Remember this site? Ya.. Steven Spielberg's War of The World

The 8th Wonder of the World, King Kong

Preparing to experience the Shrek 4D

Do I see a smile? The lighter side of Van Helsing

Sayonara again to Universal Studios.

Shrek Ekoay wanted... :P


